Listen my loves.
It gets better.
I know, right now, that seems impossible, but it does.
You do the work, and you cry and you cuss, and sometimes you even give up, but you always get back up and keep at it.
You try a med and it doesn’t work so you try another and things…get worse? what the fuck? up and down and around and around until finally, FINALLY you hit that magic combo. And it’s not a silver bullet, you still have bad days, but one good day at a time you start to see the light and it doesn’t feel like an oncoming dragon anymore.
You find your people, the ones that are YOURS, and you are THEIRS, and you’re still A Lot but somehow you’re never too much, not for them.
And then one day you’re 35 and you can’t quite figure out how that happened because you were never supposed to see 21.
And then you go to make a wish on a star and you realize…that the life you have is all you could have asked for.
And then it’s your turn to tell someone coming up the path that yeah, it really does get better.